I will not be posting on this tumblr anymore. It is a personal choice I have made and I feel it is for the best.
I have had some really life changing news lately- personally and within my family, and this has just reinforced me to get back to what really matters in life.
And you can spend all day and all night on tumblr, and post pictures and quotes about your life, sharing your innermost thoughts with strangers , or feel obliged to update everyday with your certain celebrity following, but at the end of the day that just isn’t the reality of life - that is not living life.
tumblr is an addictive world, overflowing with desires of who we aspire to be, celebrity obsessions and our darkest insecurities. And whilst there is some beautiful magical lovely people on here that I adore, there are also some very negative, mean, deeply depressed and sad toxic people too.
I don’t like having my life revolve around tumblr (or even twitter/facebook for that matter) …. it is not healthy and it is detached. I’m hoping that in doing this I’d find myself some peace and a restoration of spirit.
Whilst I love Taylor, and support her I know and believe that I don’t have to have a tumblr regularly updated and dedicated to her to prove that. To myself, or to anyone.
I am choosing to actually go out and live my life, and concentrate on my relationships with my friends, my family and my partner. And I want to focus more on my life and my goals and dreams that I want to embrace whether that be study, chasing my dream job, just being 19, or going to the RED tour with my friends, or volunteering, or playing music, or traveling the world or just being in love.
This is my personal opinion and choice, and I am not trying to start a fight or be negative at all, or force my opinion on you.
I just hope you all remember to LIVE LIFE outside of tumblr too.
Wishing you all nothing but the best, and lots of love and light in your lives. Bella X